I Confess ... to being a hypocrite

Does this ever happen to you? You say something bad about something that someone is doing (or did) ...but then you find yourself doing the same thing later on? Let me give you an example, your friend is cheating on his girlfriend and you say its wrong and unfaithful, but then you find yourself developing feelings for someone else and start sort-of cheating on your boyfriend too? ...does that make you a hypocrite? or a new empathetic person? ..perhaps both! I don't know ...but one thing that I do know is that you should not judge a person if you haven't walked a mile in their shoes.

I Confess ... I miss you

Why do I have this constant tendency to mess up my friendship/relationships? 
I get so paranoid about them leaving me and being happy in the relationship,
that I end up sabotoging the relationship.
I guess its my anxious attachment style...
I don't mean to ...
I really miss him...

I Confess ... Our Last Kiss

I still remember the look on your face
Lit through the darkness at 11:58
The words that you whispered
For just us to know
You told me you loved me
So why do you have to go away?

I can stil feel your arms..
and now I'll go sit on the floor
Wearing your clothes
All that I know is
I don't know how to be something you miss
...I always knew that we'd have a last kiss
...I always imagined we'd end like this
your name forever the name on my lips..

but why do I feel like I cannot let go of those memories?
If I always knew we'd be over then why can't I let you go?
I still look at pictures like I use to watch you sleep
I feel you forget me like I use to feel you breathe.

And I hope the sun shines
And it's a beautiful day
And something reminds you
You wish you had stayed
You can plan for a change in the weather and time
But I never planned on you changing your mind...

So...I'll go sit on the floor
Wearing your clothes
All that I know is
I don't know how to be something you miss
...I always knew that we'd have a last kiss
...I always imagined we'd end like this
your name forever the name on my lips..