Saturday, March 26, 2011

I Confess ... I don't love you anymore

We were unethically immoral!
It was beautifully pleasant!
... But it wasn't me...
And now I think I'm becoming myself again
And that part of me does not include you.
.... And I am sorry...
I am sorry that I once loved you but now don't
... I will always love you, but not the same

Life.

Sunday, March 13, 2011

I Confess ... I'm getting over you

I would have never thought of the day that I would get over what happened...
Its not something that is so easy to get over .. trust me.. its beyond just a "complicated" relationship.
But I think through all the tears and heartbreaking .. I found my way to cope with what happened.
The constant rehearsal of the memories in my mind sort of ... numbed the feelings.. or rather froze them,
so that new and different feelings could arise.
These feelings were of content and friendship emotions.
I think I'm okay with what happened and I hope I never go back to that dark place again..

I wish you the best and hope that you make the best choices from now on ..
We hurt a lot of people .. but more than that, we hurt each other.
I'm sorry for what happened, but we need to move on .. in seperate directions.

Love you and always will .. <3

Thursday, March 3, 2011

I Confess ... to being insignificant

Insignificant Sensations, By: AC
The feeling of your arms around me
Linger on my skin.
The scent of your cologne
Dance on my sweaters.
I can hear the beautiful heart beat
Synchronizing with mine.
The taste of your pink lips against mine
pressed so harmoniously
makes me dream of our future.
..A future that is now left senseless...
I never thought these feelings would even be left behind
I never imagined you leave without a good-bye.
What my ears would not do to hear those two words.
These sensations now become memories.
Did not know my sense did not deserve one last stimulation.
Left abandoned and forgotten...
Insignificant Sensations.