I Confess ... I'm getting over you

I would have never thought of the day that I would get over what happened...
Its not something that is so easy to get over .. trust me.. its beyond just a "complicated" relationship.
But I think through all the tears and heartbreaking .. I found my way to cope with what happened.
The constant rehearsal of the memories in my mind sort of ... numbed the feelings.. or rather froze them,
so that new and different feelings could arise.
These feelings were of content and friendship emotions.
I think I'm okay with what happened and I hope I never go back to that dark place again..

I wish you the best and hope that you make the best choices from now on ..
We hurt a lot of people .. but more than that, we hurt each other.
I'm sorry for what happened, but we need to move on .. in seperate directions.

Love you and always will .. <3